miko maRie

me & annette have been on video chat all night.<3
The first photo I prntscrned because the light I was using looked kewl in my glasses. lol.
The second one was just cute. she’s doing her work and I’m just stalker mode watching.

I am so hungry now though.. but no comida aqui.

ah.. I guess I’ll sit here and keep the routine of applying for jobs. D=
this weekend was pretty good though, aside from having to miss the Industrial show in San Antonio on Saturday. =/

Laaaaame. If anyone reading this, has any job openings where they work or knows of any.. Please. Talk to me.

In other news. Wes Walz is spinning at rich’s Friday opening for 4 strings..What what!
& then it’s NOCTURNAL this weekend. Oh. My.Gah…..

<3

I’m pretty sure I did not get the job at Hostgator. *sad panda*

It’s okay. I just have to keep trying. some day i will find something.. It just sucks being so broke all the time. & it just makes me feel stupid and incompetent. Do I really not have enough skill to find a decent job?! It starts to hit you in the self confidence and self worth department. *sigh*

Today is JASMINE ROSE’s birthday. Happy birthday, lovely lady. XO

hehe.

made a new MP3 cd for my car finally. <3 lots of kewl stuff like wes walz – tokyo go go set and jasmine rose – little beat planet along with some dj bl3nd, dj dan, 16 bit, 16 bit lolitas, 12th planet, bassnectar… Lots of kewl stuff.
I’m gonna jam.

Off to dave & busters with everyone. & hopefully make it over to FWD for blakes set. XO

Okay. So. Monday night I meet up with a friend, Kim, at Brasil for some food & then I took her to 713 to get a tattoo. That took a few hours then we went to Poison Girl for a few beers. I go to drop her off at her car, when a cop pulls up behind me and runs my plates and sees my warrants for some speeding tickets I had. After about 30 mins he arrests me and lets me call my parents to come get my car so it doesn’t have to get towed.

He takes me to a downtown station so I can go pee and then takes me over to Southeast off Mykawa. *shrug* I don’t even know where I was.. but I sat in the holding tank for hours it felt like. I don’t even know because I fell asleep in there. When I finally was getting processed in, I had to take out my piercings and I couldn’t get my plugs out, the lady made rude comments like “why the hell would you put those in your ear anyway? See that’s why you don’t need to be doing that shit to your body” – I thought she was so rude. It’s no ones business – especially hers – what I choose to do to my body and why. she just kept saying rude things to me, but whatever I just started to ignore her after a while because she just was making me angry. after all that stupid stuff I went to the actual cell thing where you wait till you can leave. I got a meal and good god it was so disgusting. I ate half a piece of what tasted like a fake piece of bread generated in a lab or something. and some gross half pint of juice that tasted like a baby vomited a melted popsicle. Water would have been more acceptable, why don’t they just give you water?

I stayed there and slept on the floor off and on all day. Thank god I got a blanket.  I tried so hard to keep myself asleep. I had 2 more meals, gross  meals, then finally they called my name. finally it was about 8pm and I was getting processed to be transferred to the one off commerce. I had been there since about 3:30 am. she said it would be another day before I would be free from that one, so I asked if there was anything I could do to get out earlier, because I had a job interview the next afternoon I could not miss. She told me I could call someone to come meet us downtown and just pay it and she would let me go. I found out later that they were telling my mom to just let me sit in there and it will be taken care of. But they could ve came and paid it anytime. >=[   Whatever though. I just am glad I got out of that place. I was starvingggg!! Speaking of starving I’m hungry now. lol

So I went to glow & danced for Wes & Jasmine’s sets last night. had a BLAST! & got pretty sick later on in the night,  but Andrew and Kim were there for me. Thanks guys. <3 Love you. For a minute during wes’s set I got super overheated and had to jump off the box and I pretty much just like collapsed onto this box by the stage & Raymond & Bee both got me some water, I REALLY needed that water guys. Thank you so much. I poured a cup on myself and it felt so good! Fans on the boxes would have really been helpful. especially cause I was jamming hard & already drinking!

Anyways. It’s not even the weekend yet. I hope that things with the lady get better and she stops being a hater.

To Annette: I was definitely NOT faking being sick to get you over there. I really was in a LOT of pain.. ask Andrew and Kim. They were both sitting there with me for hours.. So stop being mad please. This is ridiculous. I love you, damnit. & everyone knows that. Why don’t you?

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eXOh

I woke up so early this morning.. 9am!! I got back from Shake it Naughty last night around 4 am!

Right now I’m getting a short bio together for this website that wants to feature me as the Tromette of the month! I feel honored. I got news the other day that a shot of me as the Ghoul Girl from Sweatshop is going to be featured in the Sepetember issue of Fangoria along with an article! So be sure to pick that up and tape that  bitch on your wall! =P

<3 I can’t wait to see the photos from SiN! MY DANYELLE BABY CAME OUT !! Aw, it was so nice to see her. It’s definitely been a while. She was a sweetheart and brought me a lunchable!! I was starving. I hadn’t ate since I was out all night Friday night and slept all day & didn’t have any money to get food on my way there so.. I was in pretty bad shape. Rule number 1 of partying – MAKE SURE YOU EAT before you go out and do bad things! damn it ..lol. & also when you wake up from said things. I already know this but still.. I probably should’ve set some kind of alarm to get up earlier and eat.

“My love is music. I will marry melody.”

<3

exoh

I love this photo. We look great. Meet my awesome friend Bart Black.

Also, I found some old photos!

I decided to play around and I got my bathroom floor all wet doing this experiment. but I actually liked 3 shots I got.

input?
these were taken with just me in a shower & then some post production.

What would you like to see me doing &/or wearing in a photoshoot?

exoh

Upcoming events!! SHAKE IT NAUGHTY is saturday!!

Man! It’s gonna be awesome!! <3

& Also, I just got booked to dance with Hex at an industrial dance rave in San Antonio August 28! :]

Awesome. too cool.

xo

Future fest was awesome! I had a great time! minus the people stealing Allison’s purse and stealing some stuff from us. KaRi ended up finding it by a tree! How fortunate that we found it, but dang. people just… suck. Be more careful what you bring inside the parties, ladies and gentlemen.

So many awesome photos from the event! There’s a lot up on facebook. Check it out, yo!

This friday is X-RATED at carpe noctum. I’ve never been to this venue, so we will see how this party turns out. The 8 bit bitches are dancing there, and it’s going to be great. We are being body painted by Larry :] so I’m super excited to see that guy!!  geez. it’s been a while.

I miss my Fright Fest friends. I barely ever see them bitchez it seems like.
Things in my personal life are still up and down. but .. I’m trying to manage. Trying to keep composed. Even though inside I am screaming. =/

Oh. &. As of last night.. I GOT A NEW CAMERA yayyyy! super happy about it. <3

I’m excited to take it out to glow and bounce for some practice in the amateur photography field again. I’ll be happy to be getting back into that. :] I already took some photos of John Henry. he looks so cute.

hehe. <3

exoh